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8-1-01
Continuing raw food diet. Feel better today.
Outer reality is where you work on those things that you do to maintain
yourself in your daily life, things you do to purify your body, things
you do to help and serve others, and perform, "random acts of kindness"
when ever you can.
Inner reality is where you work on mental things which you do alone within
yourself. Inner work involves mental purity, prayer, affirmations, meditation,
visualization, thinking and study; this is where you really live.
Inner work can best be accomplished by finding a place where you can turn
off the outer senses. A quiet place in peaceful surroundings where there
is no noise or odors or other distractions. In such a place you can sit
and close your eyes, withdrawn from the world of the outer senses, and
explore your inner realm.
I usually start by taking a few deep breaths, then say The Lords Prayer,
then ask that beings in all directions be Blessed. After this, I may just
wait and watch the inner landscape; and/or calm the inner dialogue and
emotions. In the latter case, I deal with what I am presented in thought
or feeling. I forgive and ask forgiveness, send love and blessings, I
pray for those that I know that need help and ask God and my Guardian
Angels to assist them.
I sometimes say affirmations or meditate. Visualizations like visions
are inner pictures. Most people visualize while daydreaming or reading.
Inner visions are loaded with information and should be watched very closely.
While working in the inner reality one must guard against worrying, speculating
about the future, daydreaming, and going to sleep.
8-5-01
What are the characteristics of a natural man. One way of thinking about
this is to picture what primitive man was like, and did, before he became
self-conscious and had fire. Primitive men and women must have spent a
lot of time in the open, most of their skin exposed to the elements: the
wind (air), rain and sunshine.
They must have worked hard every day exercising all their muscles just
to survive. They probably walked barefoot several miles every day. They
probably ate standing up browsing as they walked, and squatted down to
defecate. They only drank water and the only sweet they had besides fruit
and berries was honey.
If they bathed at all it was probably in the flowing water of a river
or stream during the heat of the day. They probably lived in communal
groups and shared everything. They probably ate, in season, raw fresh
fruits, nuts, berries, seeds, tubers, forerunners of modern vegetables,
insects and grubs.
All but the last two items are on the menu of the modern day vegetarian.
It's possible that they ate other things as well. Eventually, the conscious
use of fire was mankind's original sin against nature.
It is my firm belief that God provided in nature everything that mankind
(both primitive and modern) needs to be happy and healthy.
The only requirement to live naturally is a quiet place with a lot of
fresh air and sunshine, exercise daily and walk barefoot directly on the
ground, bath in the living waters of rivers and streams, eat sparingly
of fresh raw fruits and vegetables in season, drink only water or fresh
squeezed fruit juice, and use raw honey as the only sweetener. Living
communally and sharing everything with others would be a benefit to many
people.
The natural position for defecation is squatting down with the thighs
against the chest. Squatting places the the proper tension on muscles,
large intestine and colon for elimination. This is the position used in
Japan and most other Asiatic countries today. When a person is eating
the proper raw food diet their stool will have a slight rough grainy texture
and be light yellow-brown
in color. The stool
will not have an unpleasant odor, and will float on water.
8-7-01
For the seeker
Living a natural life
Walking the path
Of mental and
Physical purity
With unconditional Love
For all living things
"All spiritual lights
Will light themselves."
8-8-01
Things in our environment that add to mental clutter: TV, radio, newspapers,
magazines, novels, movies, stage plays, modern music, sports events, many
internet sites, crowds, casual visitors, small talk with strangers, chatty
conversation, gossip, current events, politics, desire, guilt, worry and
emotional disturbances of any kind.
It is better to replace these things than try to suppress them. I have
been working to release all of these things and have been able to let
go of about 90% of them. I still watch the news on TV and read an occasional
newspaper or magazine that comes my way.
8-9-01
The following are ways a person can save money: Drive a small car, like
a Geo Metro, which gets 40 to 50 miles to the gallon. Have the cars oil
and filter changed at Wal-mart or change it yourself. Walk or ride a bike
depending on your circumstances. Buy and wear good used clothing.
For winter heating use the local indigenous fuel: wood, coal, and in some
areas of the country, natural gas. Use solar energy when possible. Wash
dishes by hand, and dry clothes on a line. Grow your own food in the summer,
and root cellar the surplus: plant a winter garden. Buy produce for winter
storage; potatos, sweet potatos, onions, carrots cabbage, squash, and
apples from local farmers or fruit stands in the fall and pay about a
quarter of what the regular stores will charge later on in the winter.
Learn how to repair (within reason) everything you use: auto, electrical,
plumbing, carpentry, electronics, appliances. Buy tools, hardware, kitchen
ware, furniture, household and other goods at yard sales or second hand
stores. Communicate by regular mail or e-mail, keep phone calls short.
For entertainment, go on long walks in the woods, read, do computer research,
watch a home video, garden, play with pets, maybe eat out once a week.
Make everything you can yourself, this adds pleasure to your life; both
in the making and using. When building, look for and buy used materials,
and think wabi-sabi. In all your dealings with strangers be low key and
reserved, remember who you are and your path. Always be fair but don't
be afraid to say," no."
8-10-01
When a person is outside they should spend as much time with their skin
exposed to the air and sunshine as possible. Decency dictates, that when
people are around, men should wear shorts, and women shorts and a bra.
However, as often as convenient, a person should seek a sanctuary and
expose their whole body to the elements.
This private sunbathing place can be anywhere, a back porch, sheltered
back yard, a mountain meadow, a private beach; but should be located in
a secluded place so as not to offend other people (Not particularly for
the others sake, but for your own "low profile.")
Exercise daily and walk a few miles. Work continually in your outer reality
to purify your body by upgrading your diet to eating only raw fruits and
vegetables and fast to remove the toxic wastes from your body. In the
inner reality work to remove the mental clutter and break old habits of
your cultural conditioning.
8-14-01
The seeker voluntarily excepts
The role of a supporting actor
Rather than that of a star.
8-20-01
I was doing some reading last night and came across this interesting quote.
"When your body dies, YOU do not die. The ultimate reality of what
you are does not lie in your body, but in the spirit that continues to
exist after you die. Most of you reading these words already believe that
to be true."
"The real YOU, which is created in the image of GOD, is SPIRIT. It
is that SPIRIT which is part of GOD, and which shares with HIM, HIS creative
power. SPIRIT, which IS the reality of what you are, is alive and well
right now, even though you seem to currently exist as your body. "
"Because SPIRIT is alive and well RIGHT NOW, and because it IS your
source of creative power, your SPIRIT is active in this world, NOW. As
such, it is your SPIRIT that determines what you experience, and what
seems to happen to you."
"The physical world is controlled by the creative power of SPIRIT,
and not the other way around. That awareness suddenly turns the world
upside down, as you come to realize that everything in your life has its
source in the creative power of your spirit. That awareness shall become
for you a source of great peace and great joy."
"Your real nature is SPIRIT. And as SPIRIT you are free. SPIRIT lives
without limitation. It is not limited by space or time. You could only
say that SPIRIT exists everywhere, forever and ever, without beginning
and without end. It is in this sense that we are created in the image
of GOD, who likewise is SPIRIT. Soon, you begin to realize the implications
of being SPIRIT, and of being totally free."
"In a word, the world, is a world of freedom. If you understood freedom
in its entirety, freedom as it truly is, no further words would be necessary.
You are free. That is all."
Today
Like every other day
I awake to face
Death
Eye to eye.
Today
Like every other day
I awake and know
That death
Is an illusion
For my Soul
Is immortal.
And free.
8-21-01
From the Song of God, The Bhagavad-Gita.
"Yudhisthira turned, and saw Dharma, the personification of duty
and virtue, standing beside him in the form of a crane."
"The crane asked:"
"What is the road to heaven?"
"Truthfulness."
"How does a man find happiness?"
"Through right conduct."
"What must he subdue, in order to escape grief?"
"His mind."
"How does one reach true religion?"
"Not by argument.
Not by scriptures and doctrines; they cannot help.
The path to religion is trodden by the saints."
And the last question the crane asked:
"Of all the
World's wonders,
Which is the
Most wonderful?"
"Yudhisthira answered:"
"That a man,
Though he sees
Others dying
All around him,
Believes that
He himself
Will never die."
Aldous Huxley in his introduction to the Bhagavad-Gita translated by Swami
Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood explains that a Perennial Philosophy
threads its way through many of the worlds major religions.
"At the core of the Perennial Philosophy we find four fundamental
doctrines."
"First: the phenomenal world of matter and of individualized consciousness...
the world of things and animals and men and even gods... is the manifestation
of a Divine Ground within which all partial realities have their being,
and apart from which they would be nonexistent."
"Second: human beings are capable not merely of knowing about the
Divine Ground by inference; they can also realize its existence by direct
intuition, superior to discursive reasoning. This immediate knowledge
unites the Knower with that which is known."
"Third: man possesses a double nature, a phenomenal ego and an eternal
Self, which is the inner man, the spirit, the spark of divinity within
the soul. It is possible for a man, if he so desires, to identify himself
with the spirit and therefore with the Divine Ground, which is of the
same or like nature with the spirit."
"Forth: man's life on earth has only one end and purpose: To identify
himself with his eternal Self and so to come to unitive knowledge of the
Divine Ground."
The Goal In Life Is To Unite The Conscious Mind With The Soul.
8-24-01
When reading translations of ancient scrolls a person must view the information
in context with the time it was written. For instance, consider an Essene
scroll that was written 2000 years ago that says, " Bath from the
crown of the head to the soles of the feet every day."
If that admonition were written today, we would expect a person to go
in the bathroom and take a shower, or run a nice tub of hot water and
get in and bath, every day. Only in the homes of the very rich would a
room be set aside for bathing in ancient times.
In most cases water was probably drawn from a well and only used for a
quick wash-up. For a complete bath, the most likely possibility would
be a nearby lake, river or stream. During cold weather water may have
been drawn from the communal well, heated, and poured over the bathers
head by a second person.
The ancient Essenes submersed themselves completely in a pool of running
water set aside for that purpose every morning at sunrise in summer and
winter. Taking a bath today, compared to bathing in ancient times, are
two very different exercises.
So, when you are reading translations of ancient text, you must consider
closely how people lived at that time, to gain any true understanding
of the scripture.
8-26-01
It's funny (strange) how little bits of information come together like
pieces in a puzzle. Years ago I read a book about Edgar Cayce in which
he indicated that, "all cells in the human body have the potential
of being self conscious."
A few weeks ago I received a newsletter from the Medical Doctor that is
helping me with my mercury poisoning. He practices alternative medicine
and often prescribes herbs and food supplements in his treatment. He wrote
the following in his newsletter:
"One of the most exciting new areas of immune research and immune
enhancement or balancing comes from the relative new area of study known
as glycoscience. Without getting to technical, it is a new area of study
of how certain essential [simple] sugars are needed and used by our cells
to create a very intricate and necessary cellular "sign language"
on the surface of the cell membrane, and used to communicate to other
cells."
"This is vital for our immune system to function properly. What is
being learned in this new area of study is that one very important factor
causing the immune system to fail is poor or defective cellular communication."
The following excerpt is from an Essene Gospel of Peace,
Book I in which Jesus outlines what a person should eat in certain seasons.
All of the food items listed are alkaline forming and almost all contain
a simple sugar.
" From the coming of the month of Jiar, eat barley; [maltose]
from the month of Sivan, eat wheat, the most perfect among all of the
seed-bearing herbs. And let your daily bread be made of wheat, that the
Lord may take care of your bodies. From Tammuz, eat the sour grape, that
your body may diminish, and that Satan may depart from it. In the month
of Elul, gather the grape [levulose & fructose] that
the juice may serve you as drink. In the month of Marcheshvan, gather
the sweet grape, [dextrose, levulose, fructose] sweetened and dried
by the angel of sunshine, that it may increase your bodies, for the angels
of the Lord dwell in them."
"You should eat figs [dextrose, levulose, fructose] rich in
juice in the months of Ab and Shebat, and what remain, let the angel of
sunshine keep them for you. Eat them with the meat of almonds in all the
months when the trees bear no fruit.[This is a natural worm medicine.]And
the herbs which come after rain,[cellulose, galactose]
these eat in the month of Thebet, that your blood may be cleansed of all
your sins. And in the same month begin to eat also the milk [lactose]
of your beasts, because for this did the Lord give the herbs of the fields
to all the beasts which render milk, that they might with their milk feed
man. So eat always from the table of God: the fruits of the trees, the
grain and grasses of the field, the milk of beasts, and the honey of bees[sucrose].
All of these things lead me to believe that the original
statement, "all cells in the human body have the potential of being
self conscious," may be true.
It seems that in the Essene/raw food diet, Jesus is indicating what the
body really wants is simple sugar.
"Yesterday it was said, thou shalt eat flesh and
oil; because they supply certain things for the blood, without which man
can not live; today it is proven otherwise." From:
Oahspe Bible
Modern day scientist have determined, without a doubt,
that the body can synthesize oil from simple sugar. I wonder about protein?
8-29-01
A couple of nights ago an old friend of ours came to visit and we got
to talking about love. Is it an emotion? Does a person really feel love---like
you feel anger. Or is it a knowing---like trust. We agreed that trust
was a prerequisite of love and an attitude of willingness to love was
required. But we really didn't reach a firm conclusion on a definition
of love.
Juanita and I have been, "In love" for eighteen years. We continued
talking about love after our friend went to bed. We decided that our love
for each other was an intense caring for each other, a concern for the
others welfare, based on long experience of trust, putting the other person
first (always giving them the larger piece of pie:-) and working hard
to insure their happiness.
Juanita makes me happy when I am with her and I am confident and at peace
about our relationship when we are apart. And when we are together we
are comfortable with each other. She says it is the same for her. No matter
how difficult a day is I know that in the evening I will be with Juanita
again and all will be well between us and with the world. She is my anchor
in a reality of love and peace in this world. We share in the love of
Almighty God and in the search for spiritual truth.
The next day I looked up that beautiful passage in the bible about love.
(1 Corinthians, 13) "Love is patient, love is kind. Love is not envious,
works no evil, knows not pride; is never rude, nor selfish. Love is slow
to anger, imagines no mischief, rejoices not in iniquity, but delights
in truth. Love bears all things, love defends all, love believes all,
love hopes and endures, love never fails."
"For in truth abide these three: faith, hope and love, but the greatest
of these is love."
As for a definitive, one line or short paragraph definition for love,
we found ourselves at a loss, but as Mister Antavaris said, "Love
is love."
Although I cannot define love very well, I know in my heart that learning
to love is the single most important lesson that we are to learn in our
experience on earth. All is spirit... and that spirit is Love.
The nice thing about writing a journal like this, rather
than a book, is that you can go back and update any section whenever you
like. (11-2-04) I have been reading and excellent book written by Euell
S. Andersen called The Secret of Secrets. Chapter
7 is titled, Loving and Being
Loved, in which Mr. Andersen defines and and explains
the different aspects of love, both earthly and Divine.
This book is one of the best I have ever read about the path of
seeking union with God.
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